I let myh hands slide down her body and undo her shorts. When my tongue touched her clit for the first time, she threw back her head and let out a loud moan. I started moving my finger in and out of her pussy. I grabbed her ass with both hands and pulled her to me. She was very wet and my finger slid all the way in. I had to say something, so I stammered, “This is a family tradition? All I could think of was how good her body felt next to mine. There was no possible way for Amy and me to be together but it was all I could think about. And yes, I thought about her soft lips and her perfect body. Amy and I would talk about books or current events while Rick would catch the highlight reel on the TV. Someone to take care of you.” This was a familar topic between us. I wished that somehow she would be able to see that I was talking about her. I thought that something was bothering her and she just wanted to cut loose and forget everything else.

Of course, Rick and all my other friends had to work so we agreed to have my birthday party on Saturday. Lately I had begun to fantasize about her almost constantly. She had on a purple T-shirt that must have been two sizes too small because it revealed every curve of her body. “Rick never wants to listen to any good music,” she said.

As if she was reading my mind, she said, “Don’t worry about Rick. So you have to understand that I will never leave him.

I wanted to say that what we were doing was going to hurt Rick.

She even went to church every Sunday with her mother. This was the kind of girl that you just instinctively try to protect.

It’s difficult to say when I first realized that I was in love with Amy.